I finally did it. I have been threatening to do it for so long, I have been wanting to do it for so long but I just couldn't do it. I'd make endless promises and agreements with myself. I had this bizarre, unexplainable fear about it, or you can probably call it a mental block.
What am I talking about?
I am talking about me, finally getting over my fear and going for a run/walk in street, in public! with peak hour traffic and a hundred and something eyes watching me.
I got home after work yesterday evening and put on my gym gear and off I went. I didn't let myself over analyze what I was doing, I just went!
WOW what a feeling. I loved it. The only issue I had was the fact that I am very unfit and I have a long LONG way to go. But I know that I will do it. Give me a couple of months and I will be trotting along the road as if I'd been doing it my whole life.
I went for a total of 34 minutes. I think that I must have only run for a third of the time but I am quite proud of that. I got my heart rate up and finally put my HRM to good use. By the time I got back home I was sweating like a seasoned athlete :) (or a very unfit one, I prefer the first option though).
My ham strings are now ham strungs but they will get better...
The best part is that I slept like a baby last night.
This wasn't the only fear that I managed to get over yesterday :) But the 2nd one isn't as bad as the first.
I am going on yet another blind date tonight.
Yip, another one! eeeeeeeeeek.
The guy sounds really nice though. He is 36 years old, an electrical engineer and I don't know much else. I Have one teeeeeeeny problem though. I can't for the life of me remember his name!!!! help!
I have had name issues for most of my life. I am the kind of person that will be at a party where I am introduced to a bunch of strangers. I will be there with my best friend and when it comes time to introduce my best friend to everyone, I will have completely forgotten his or her name!!! My best friend!!!!
So, this guy told me his name at the beginning of the phone call and no sooner did he say it did the cheeky thing fly straight out of my ear, through my apartment, out the balcony door and far far away.
I guess I will just have to listen VERY carefully when he rings my intercom tonight.
I could just phone the guy who introduced us, but that will be a little bit embarrassing.
What to wear! eeeeeek...
Of course I am going to HAVE to go for a jog/walk before my date. It gives me a nice, beetroot complexion :) I'm sure the guy will be very impressed. Maybe he will think that I "glow".
I did very badly on the not eating crap front yesterday. I had a third of a banana muffin (it had fruit in it so it can't be that bad) hehe, I had a lot of sushi for dinner and not one, not two but THREE skinny cappuccinos!!!! What happened to me cutting down on the coffee???
Oh well, shit happens ;)
I was also supposed to do my upper body exercises today but I just couldn't get up. bad me!
I'm not worried though. Nothing that a jog/walk can't fix ;)