I am broken. That’s the only way I can describe my state at the moment. Really really broken. I thought that after getting over the jaw incident a couple of weeks ago I’d be right as rain and ready to take over the world again. But no… My body has other plans for me even though I don’t agree with those plans. Clearly my mind has no say in the matter.

I have been having neck issues for a while now but normally I take a pain killer or two and wake up in the morning and I am fine again. I don’t know if it has something to do with all the spinning I’ve been doing lately, or the way I have my desk set up at work, but the pain in my neck (no joke) has been getting worse and worse and isn’t showing any signs of improvement.

On Thursday I took myself to see a Physio therapist. Now for those who know me, know that I have to be in a state of desperation to go anywhere near a physio / massage therapist. I HATE being massaged. No idea why but it is something I have never really enjoyed.

But I have reached the point where I NEED someone to help me. The pain killers aren’t helping anymore and I don’t know what else to do.

The physio was really nice and he told me that he would be quite gentle for my first visit. He said that my neck is quite bad but he thinks he found where the problem area’s are. I actually enjoyed the session!!!! In fact I can’t wait till Monday when I get to go again. But half an hour is not enough!

In the meantime I am in agony. I am sitting here with a heat pad on my neck, I’ve taken more pain killers (which don’t even help) and I am just feeling miserable.

Don’t even ask me about food ;) Lets not go there right now.